Another month for me.

Photo taken exactly one year ago
"yellow cab at paseo de sta rosa"

This photo was taken exactly one year ago. November 1, 2009. Time flies so fast. Another month for me. So Hi November, please be nice to me. Its exactly 1:58AM and I can't sleep. I slept from 5pm-10pm so maybe that is the main reason why i can't sleep. Another reason is I need to finish my manuscript. My manuscript has been ignored by me for a couple of months. Until now, I don't know if how will I finish this. Many things happened to me. I've been to different places for the past 3 months. Met a lot of people. I am in the state of border line where I need to decide if what will I do for the next couple of months. Yes, Canada here I come! I know it will be a tough one but i will conquer you! he he he kidding aside. Everything was unpredictable indeed. Months ago, I was bound to graduate on December but f*cking Chemistry, I need to extend one more term. And my English is at stake also. I might be in Dubai for a couple of days meaning, i can be absent again. So as the saying goes "bahala na si batman". 

If you're going to ask me. I think i am all good. There's just few times that flashbacks occur. Oh yeah those f*cking flash backs. Why can't I just not think of those? I moved on but the things they have done was still in me and I know it will be forever. Karma to them hello?!?!!

Anyways, let us just talk about how was me in the past two weeks. My day usually starts with my morning class and ended with training. BTW, the street dance competition last saturday was soo awesome! Actually, the after party it is! We planned not to drink after the competition because we are so damn tired. But what happened was, we ended up drinking at Guillys. Drinking margarita while dancing was still fun! I thought i won't have a social life anymore. Then i thought of doing this again. Party party party! Haven't been that fun for a while though. Went home at 230AM, ohh I mean went to Neo's house at 230, sleep over again! I miss these times were we will sleep at someone's house. Not sleep, chat chat chat stories stories laugh laugh laugh. Woke up at around 10am then laugh laugh again. Breakfast then went home. 

When I arrived, mama and I had few talks about Canada. So there, I can feel the Canada vibes. I hope Kyla will visit me there he he he. 

My week was full of road trips. I remember when me and some friends went to Sucat just to eat an ice cream! Then go to Cabuyao just to check out Nike store then back to Sta. Rosa again. Then coincidentally mama will text me "i saw you, paluwas ka ng north. where are you going?" Of all the times that she will see me!!! Oh well that is what we call destiny:) Food trips every after training. Tagaytay trips. Atoys rice rice rice. Sleepless nights. Yes this is my life now! 

I am happy with my life right now. This is what I actually want. And I think I was just heaped by some harmful creatures for a year and few months. By the way, i miss what we usually do. Those eat-all-you-cans, road trips, church, serious conversations about life, tears, how you beg for my love, how I ask lord to guide you, how we laugh. But sorry dear, I don't miss you. That's life. Deal with it. 

Okay that's all for now. Imma try typing again with my love right now----Manuscript.