I woke up at around 7:30AM to do my pre lab report. I went to our refrigerator to get some ingredients for today's activity. When I arrived at biology laboratory, my classmates said i already failed na. I also discovered that my group mates did not bring any material so i lend mine. I talked to my professor and she said I cant attend class because i was already FAILED DUE TO ABSENTS. I felt mad, hopeless, guilty, etc etc etc. I did not talk too much because I might cry in front of her so I hurried down to the parking lot. Engine start, A/C on, tears tears tears. F*cking sh*t. I feel so down. I don't know why other people makes other lives miserable. You know, I am Comarts and chemistry is not my forte. Its not that I can't understand it. There's just heavy feelings when it comes to her. Sorry but i dont know what is it all about. So the bottom line is, i will extend another term because of incosiderate professor. I know she's just doing her job but I think she needs some "heart".. Not everything is about science chemistry nanotechnology etc etc etc. I just wonder how she live her life with all those. I emailed her and she said she replied but i did not receive any. Yes its may fault to be absent but i think, she just needed a little heart for her students. She's always like that. That's why a lot of students got mad at her. She's making student's life miserable. On my situation, with her stoned heart, she did not know how it affected my future. Okay so much for this f*cking subject. "I just don't know why some people are like that----stoned hearted".
Anyway, I went to Alabang alone. Arrived at around 10-ish. Walk walk walk then ate at red ribbon. Full meal! ha ha ha. Then I went to cinemas and watched "petrang kabayo" alone. Yes i was alone. I was laughing alone. ha ha ha. Oh so there, after cinema, I went straight to slimmers(i think you know what people do here) gym-work out! Yes i went to a gym. Then 3 friends (johna, jobs, jazmine). They ate at Mcdonalds, I didn't. Then Cinema to watch petrang kabayo again. Another friend came(dion). Watch, laugh laugh laugh. I so love vice ganda he he. Then after the movie, jhona and jobi went home while "left ones" went to shakeys for dinner. Stories, laugh trips (as usual), stories, stories.. Then went home.
My mom was not mad at me when I told her about FDA. She just said "sayang ang time". So stayed at my room again. Simple day but roller coaster feelings. Morning i was so down and I was laughing all the time in the evening (yeah because of the stories). Life is truly unpredictable. I supposed.
So that was my "today". (-.-)
Time to pack up. Hello Subic, in few hours.
