Its exactly 3:34AM at my watch right now and.. still I can't sleep. Maybe I really need to correct my sleeping habits as soon as possible. The reason why am I awake is I slept the whole day. Yeheess. I slept the whole day. At around 1am, I watched my all-time-favorite movie, Serendipity. I don't know what is with this movie that I cannot make a year without watching it. I've been watching it since HS.
Few hours from now is a brand new day for me. I hope it won't suck this time because these past few weeks, it was a roller coaster!!!
Long weekend is finally over. Friday night with Philip (Alabang), Saturday night with cousins, Elcid, and "someone" (Bf, coco, and.............. home), Sunday night alone in my room (watched Going the distance of Drew Barrymore). I think i enjoyed my long weekend too much. I wasn't able to finish my speech in public speaking class and defense in filitri. Uggghh I hope I already graduated at this point of time. School makes my life so boring. No social life. No boyfriend. No freedom.
Its been a while since I last posted here. Sorry no time. he he he.
Okay, since I really don't know if someone is viewing this. Let me share what I feel right now. It was a roller coaster. Yehess. BUT not just a space shuttle in EK, this is like a roller coaster ride in US.
I've been hanging out with different people for the past 4 months. And I think Im enjoying it. I get to talk with my old friends. Dasma i miss you so much. I remember the nights in Dasma. Very memorable nights of my life. E** and me were talking (i wont drop names for you know he he) over the phone just a while ago, and suddenly, we talked about the things that happened to the both of us. I remember when we used to meet at gate 1 then he'll join me and my friends, then class, then dismissal he'll go with me to my dorm, then 12'o clock curfew he will go home. I also remember when he slept at my dorm then in the morning, there's a war happening. Our caretaker is shouting blah blah blah. Anyways, so much for that.
Also, I've been seeing A**** these past few months too. Aww I missed him. But I think there's no room for commitment if you're going to talk about our position in each other's life. I remember him saying "Kung inagaw na kita nun..siguro ang saya naten..alam ko namang kaya kitang agawin nun..hindi ko lang ginawa kase muka kang masaya".. Sheeet it killed me!!!! You know I am so melodramatic so I easily fall on these kind of lines.
I am happy right know. Uhmm yes. I think so. I must. Why shouldn't I?
At this point of my life, I think I know what I want. But I don't know why something is bothering me. It's like there's a missing piece in me. Oh well, I gotta find out soon.
Ill sleep for now. Need to wake up early. Tagaytay with friends in a bit.
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